I was 13 years old . I had my first boyfriend. The first time I snuck out with him it was a party old me to drink I wanted to be cool and so I drank it the last thing I remember is being put into a car I don’t know how long I was out but I woke up there were to many guys there my boyfriend was watching them and laughing and drinking and I couldn’t feel my legs they we all touching my and all of the sudden I felt a sharp pain down there it was my boyfriend I couldn’t move or speak and after they were done taking turns they told me if I told anyone they would kill me and that they would do it again and while my boyfriend was driving he said that if I leave him he would hurt me so I never left him for a year I put up with him being abusive mentally and physically . While he was at work I packed up most of my things and left than later on I found out I was pregnant with his child. I had to tell him so I messaged him and told him he seemed happy but than started saying bad things about me and said that I should get an abortion. I blocked him and deleted him. I have not heard from him ever since. My due date is in a couple weeks. I lived my life in fear but now when I have my baby I’m worried that he might hurt her. I found a new guy he said he would protect me from him. I told my parents and they called the cops and told them what happed but they didn’t have enough evidence to arrest him.