My memories are very vague, I think it was so traumatic for me that I have blocked them. I remember a couple of episodes with one of my dads friends. I know he did something to me because just the memory of him getting close it was frightening. He grabbed me twice and I remembered screaming and been frightened. That’s all I remember but until now men that remind me of him I feel disscusted and afraid. I try to avoid men that remind me of him. I have never seemed help others told anyone.