I know I just told my story last Friday, but I have an update.
I went to my therapist today, and I informed her of the sexual abuse by two of my ex boyfriends. Technically I was raped, and I gave her all the details and she confirmed it for me.
I didn’t want to believe it two years ago, because I wanted to believe he was good since he was my boyfriend, someone I loved and cared about.
It’s supposed to bring me relief, but to be honest here, I feel more disgusted than ever since I just talked to him not even a week ago, to try and patch things up. I guess I htought if I forgave and forgot like it would ever happen, but I can’t.
I honestly don’t know how to cope..