Ever since I was young I was abused by my father. My mom divorced him and we moved away. A couple years later She got married. I always felt off about him he always stared at me. One time He touched me he said it was an accident. An after noon i was going to go to my besties house and as I was leaving ( my mom was at work ) he asked me where I was going I said to a friends house. He walked towards me and he got so close I could smell the achohol on his breath and he grabbed me and said that I was going nowhere. He said I needed to please him. I told him no and he hit me and shoved me against the wall and raped me. He did that almost ever night I never told anyone anything not even my mom and I started to wake up screaming in the middle of the night. I still have nightmares till this day.