Yesterday morning I had to pick up the rest of my things and I stopped by my mother’s place.
Crystal insisted in coming in, so as we went in, I could feel something was off.
Wanting to get out as fast as I could, I went upstairs to my room, when I heard the office door open and the bitch that walked in on me in the bathroom was all in her glory.
In the empty bedroom she asked me what does it feel like to desert my mother the way I did, when I didn’t answer she began getting physical, and punched me in the stomach so hard that I fell into a chair nearby.
Crystal came running upstairs and got between me and the woman likewise did the same to her only so hard she hit the hardwood floor
Giving us time for us to get out as the woman was trying to pull herself together.
Apparently my mother was at the doctor, while this psycho is taking care of her.
Since then I discovered that all my belongings are gone, the few friends I have are convinced that I’m going to hell, for leaving my mother, as well as me and Crystal living together.
I told Crystal how sorry I was in dragging her into this horrible life and family I have.
All she did was just hold my hand and tell me she loves me and wouldn’t have it any other way.
I find it sobering when I think about all the demons that I’ve had in my life, and here this beautiful woman doesn’t care, she just wants what’s best for me, and loves me unconditionally.
It’s still hard to accept that I deserve to be loved, but each and everyday I see my angel, I can that not only do I deserve to be, but that I am loved.