It was a Saturday evening when I got the notification saying I got a match. We started talking every day and every night on the phone. We decided to make the next step and meet in real life. The first meeting was amazing and went extremely well. Then things got serious and since he lived 40 minutes away I asked if he wanted to stay Monday-Sunday with us and go to the coast that’s when things went down hill. That Thursday he woke me from a dead sleep and decided to have his way with me. I never felt so violated in my life. I never felt so helpless in my life. I felt disgusting and less of of a woman. The next day I kept my silence and he acted as if nothing happened. We went grocery shopping with my mom and him and I went down a separate isle and that’s when he hit me. Not only once did he hurt me he did it twice. That day his mom picked him up because my dad got called in and we couldn’t go to the coast. So he left and left me with this guilt and anger. That Sunday was Easter Sunday the day I finally filed the police reports went through things I never thought I’d have to go through and now I’m still waiting to know what is going on with my case.