I honestly don’t know how to write this. Not once have I told anyone and I just can’t deal with it anymore. I am 27, and I can’t remember exactly how old I was when this happened but I want to say between 6 and 8. My uncle, who is 8 years older than me, used to babysit me a lot. I remember him using fishing lures and seeing “how far in” he could stick them into me. He would touch me inappropriately and tell me it was a secret game. When I was older I tried asking him about it, because I thought maybe it was my imagination, but he shut me down and I’ve never said a word since. My whole family adores him, and they treat me very badly (for dumb reasons I don’t really think are relevant). I get so angry when they talk so highly of him, but I know they would never believe me. I can’t talk to anyone about this, because it all sounds so stupid. But I can’t keep it in my head anymore.