I had a terrible night in the first time for nearly 2-3 weeks (I know how awful that sounds).
This is a reminder that I have to be more careful who I open up to regarding the rape & my PTSD diagnosis, but i was venting to a “friend” about things, and was being 100% honest about everything, including my suicidal thoughts that pop up when my episodes get bad.
He called me selfish for having those thoughts, then proceeded I’m not “sick enough” to voluntarily admitt myself into a hospital if I needed to.
His reasoning for me not wanting to harm/kill myself: “Because I like you and you’re attractive.” Why would anyone say that when I’m in a fragile state of mind?
Has anyone else dealt with these ignorant “friends” when trying to talk about this?