Just a minor setback

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Thank you all so very much, usually the panics I get are brought on by excessive stress or changes both good or bad in a relative short period of time.

This time though it led into CVS, which is a cycle of vomiting up to 15-20 times a day, I’m just grateful that I had someone who in less than a hour had taken me to the hospital, not having to wait 4-5 hours. I’m also grateful that both these disorders don’t last more than a day, then a couple of days to get my strength back.

Again I can’t say it enough how good it feels to be loved as I love in return.

For me I wonder how I ever lasted as long as I did the way I was, cause being loved shows me how important it is, in a sense it could be compared to eating or breathing, it is necessary in order to live, I can are that now.

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  1. Hannah

    Hello again!
    It’s nice to hear from you again. I’m sorry you weren’t feeling well, but I’m glad to here you have someone to take care of you. You deserve someone to support you and be there for you. Thank you for updating us!

  2. MinZRivers Volunteer

    Hello Again William, it’s always good to hear from you! I’m sorry to hear you weren’t doing well, but overjoyed that you have someone that loves and supports you. You were able to get the care you needed and you are better now. It is awesome to be loved and you deserve to be loved. Remember your family here at AVFTI loves you as well. Keep being the wonderful person you are. Much love sent your way!?Kia

  3. music2799 Day Captain

    Hi focus.1968,
    I hope you’re feeling okay. I’m so happy that Crystal is caring for you and making sure you get the treatment you need. Loving and being loved are amazing experiences, and you deserve both. Thank you for updating us.

  4. MH Volunteer

    Hello focus.1968,
    I hope that you are feeling better today! Everyone deserves to love and be loved 🙂
    Have an excellent week!

  5. kelly Day Captain

    Hey, focus.1968. I’m glad to hear you know how important being loved is. You deserve love as much as everyone else. And it’s great you are taking care of your health, it’s just as important to have love for yourself and your body.

  6. Alyssa Day Captain

    Hi focus.1968,
    I’m sorry this happened. I hope you are feeling better. Like Jacqui said you deserve to be loved.

  7. Turnschaosintoart Day Captain

    Hey focus,
    Good to hear from you. Not good to hear you still are not feeling well. Throwing up that much sounds awful. Glad you are being taken care of when you are sick. We all need that extra tlc when we feel like crap. Wishing you the best and hope you get to feeling better. I say you both deserve to chill out and watch a movie or binge a series on Netflix and annoy each others company and hope panic attacks or vomit doesn’t interrupt. Feel better.

  8. Jacqui

    I’m glad that you’re doing okay. You deserve that love.

  9. blashea Volunteer

    I hope you are feeling better! I am so glad that you have found that support and that you are with someone who cares about your health/needs. Thank you for continuing to include us in your journey.

  10. Kristen Eby

    Hey there! I’m so glad you have someone who values your health and takes it seriously. We all deserve that in our lives.

  11. Erin O'Callaghan Day Captain

    I’m glad Crystal was there to help you and take you to the hospital. Thanks for continuing to let us know how you are doing.


  12. Jamie Marie Volunteer

    I hope you’re doing better, and we’re grateful a caring individual such as Crystal is there for you.
    Love is the most important power of all, and I’m happy that you’re experiencing it.

  13. Bluebell13 Volunteer

    Dear focus.1968,
    I am so glad that Crystal is there to take care of you and show you what it is like to be taken care of and loved. You are right, love is extremely important. I am glad that you are feeling better and I hope that your panics start to go away now that you know you are safe and loved.
    Sending you love and strength,