It has been quite awhile since I told my story. It has been rough. My female alter has been trying to make me harm myself for weeks, and to be frank, I have given up fighting her. I have nothing left. I’m sitting in the liquor store parking lot, they open in 5 min. I am going to get a bottle, take some pills, and end it. I am sorry to burden all of you with this, but I have no one else. If you can ask for help, do so. She won’t let me tell anyone who could stop me, so this is my only resort. Have a good day all. And spread love if you can.