I have often wanted to reach out to the girl who had abused me. I mentioned it to my counselor and she asked what the worst that could happen was if I did. My biggest concern was that she didn’t remember it at all and that I would be putting this on her.
Well, against my better judgement, I reached out and that is exactly what happened. And now I’ve put a traumatic experience on her that she didn’t deserve. I hate that I am causing so much pain in this world! I just want it to be all over with!