I know it’s been some time, too much time but in dealing with my mother’s cancer, and my own sicknesses I haven’t had much time for myself.
I find that I’m remembering things regarding my rape more and more.
Why after 37 years am I now remembering this?
Anyway the other night I remembered that when I was raped I had urinated a little on the floor, I felt so ashamed of myself.
Does anyone understand why my body did that, I feel so disgusted and ashamed of myself.
Is this something that can happen durning such traumatic events, or should I be ashamed of myself as my mother, and her friends say I should be?
I know this may be a small thing, but it’s important to me so that I know, please can someone help me in this regard?