Hey guys, it’s me April with an update from last Wednesday. Tomorrow is my 24th birthday, and I couldn’t talk to my therapist yesterday because my phone is broken and I won’t have one for a while. Thus far, it’s been very liberating without a phone. I thought I’d be totally lost! But no! I feel like Carrie Bradshaw — happy with only her laptop. Haha!
I’ve been doing some things to keep me occupied after the breakup I went through two weeks ago. I’m no longer on Bumble, which is a blessing in disguise as they say. Some of you said it’s not completely abnormal to be on a dating site after a breakup. But I need this time to take care of and reconnect with who I really am. On what would’ve been our 1 year anniversary, I sunbathed (it was perfect for that here where I live.) I watched “Clueless” and “Legally Blonde” — my two favorite movies of all time (amongst others lol.) And I journaled and read. Not to mention there was a “Sex and the City” marathon, can you tell I love that show? I’ve been working out as well as getting in touch with my spirituality, too! As for my drinking, I’m still working on that.
The one thing I’m worried about for tomorrow is that my dad will be negative. He chose today to get tested for the coronavirus and we don’t find out for another 24-48 hours. I’m scared because he has a weak immune system from fighting cancer (it’s in remission, and it has been for 10.5 years.) As of now, everything is fine and I don’t think that anything will come of the test.