Hey everyone, this is Jamie. I deeply apologize I’ve stopped volunteering or keeping everyone up to speed on what’s been going on. Yesterday, I came back home to my family for good in Pennsylvania, after enduring a toxic relationship with my now ex boyfriend..
He has been there for me since day one, helping me deal with the trauma of the rape/molestation, but in a way, has added onto it…Over the months we were together, he’d bully me into corners, intimidate me due to his height, make remarks about my phone usage, even made me feel bad about wearing makeup ’cause he thought I was trying to look good for other guys…Practically threatened to kill me in March if I ever was caught cheating on him..
Yesterday, he pushed me too far…all I wanted was for him to give me space to cool down, but he didn’t and kept getting into my face, which he vowed he’d never do again. It got too intense I slapped him out of self defense, and that practically ended the relationship. His mom ended up punching me to the ground, and now he’s slandering my name all over his facebook saying I hit him and that I was the abusive, toxic one…
I just don’t know what to do or how to feel..