I’ve been struggling with my weight. I’m a little over 5 foot and I only weigh 91 pounds. I’m having a hard time eating and I’m so worried that I’m gonna end up in a hospital.
I think the reason why I’m anorexic stems from control. I’ve been taken advantage of sexually more times than I can count. Right now I’ve been with this guy (We met on a dating app and have known each other for a few weeks.) who’s very caring and supportive. I’m afraid my eating disorder might cause problems with him because it’s already caused problems with my family. They’re worried sick about me and I feel so guilty. But I’m scared to gain weight. I have no idea what to do. I’d love some advice or resources.