Am I posting too much?

Am I posting too much?

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Okay so the title of this post doesn’t really have to do with the content. I’m just wondering out loud if I am posting too much.

I’m posting again for two reasons. One, to thank everyone who has commented on my last three posts. I actually did read your comments and I appreciate them all. Two, I’m going to update you all on my life since last week when I posted for a third time.

I applied for some different jobs but have not heard back yet. I watched the new Netflix nature docuseries called Our Planet and I cried seeing how beautiful this world can be and being reminded at how much climate change sucks. I’m still not 100% okay but I am better. I’ve been reading this book called The Cure which is all about accepting yourself as a flawed individual who is not useless and who can change for the better. I also re-subscribed to Hulu recently and been watching some new shows. So, that’s it on my life update.

Sorry that this post isn’t some grand reveal of trauma or a big announcement of my path to self recovery or anything really significant. I just wanted to share how I’m doing to anyone who really cares or is listening. Off you are actually going through something horrible right now I really hope that you will stay strong and remember that you are faultless and you CAN change for the better.


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22 comments

  1. mkyuellig Volunteer

    Colton,

    Thank you so much for the update. You are not posting too much. We are here to support you and offer a listening ear in whatever way you need. I am very glad that you are making progress in your personal life. Job applications can be very draining, but one of them is going to work out and get you a great job. Please come back and keep us updated

    stay strong and be gentle with yourself,
    Keight

  2. eagle206 Volunteer

    Hi colton95,

    Thank you for coming back and posting an update here. You could never post too much. We are a community, and we are all here for you. Glad to hear that you are applying to some new jobs, sometimes that process can take some time so don’t worry about not hearing back yet! Our planet is so beautiful! My roommate and I love watching it together. I am glad to hear that you are doing a bit better. We care about you and your well being a lot! You are so strong. Please continue to update us on how you are doing!

    Tyler

  3. Ryan4121 Volunteer

    Colton! I just commented on another one of your posts haha. I love that you are posting with us. Keep doing it. Keep us updated. We love hearing from you and want to be an ear for your whenever we can be. Also, Our Planet is awesome! I have a suggestion, but please don’t take it if you think it is off. I think are gifted with incredible passion and zest for life. Maybe you can channel your passion into creating a better world for others? I know a lot of us do that here, but maybe climate change is your thing? Just a thought.

    Ryan

  4. Jess Volunteer

    Thank you for updating us! You are not posting too much – we love hearing from you. Every update is important! Living life, even mundanely, is important, especially after the types of things our community here experiences. It’s amazing that you’re accepting yourself where you are. Keep that up. Mundane is good sometimes! Keep it slow and steady, stay in the here and now, live your life to the best of your ability. Keep up the good work. We are always here to listen when you want to be heard. <3 Let us know if you need anything else.
    -Jess

  5. kelly Day Captain

    Hey, colton95. Thanks for the update (no, you are not posting too much!). Always happy to hear from you. That book sounds great, I love the fact that you are working on accepting where you are. Not everything has to be grand or big. Life isn’t always like that, it’s actually more of what you are talking about—watching shows, reading new books. It’s nice to be able to sit in the here and now. We’re here and listening whenever you want to share.

  6. music2799 Day Captain

    Hi colton95,
    You’re definitely not posting too much. If posting how you’re feeling and doing helps you, then keep doing it as often as you would like. We’re also glad to read your updates and respond to you!
    It sounds like you’re making progress with how you feel, and that’s wonderful. It’s amazing that you’ve applied to some jobs and that you’re learning more through books, docuseries, and shows. I’m glad that you’re taking some time to do these things because they can help us when we’re not feeling great. They’re also great ways of exploring what we’re interested in.
    Thank you for updating us, and we’re glad that you’re posting. We’re always here to support you, and you’ve got this!

  7. Bluebell13 Volunteer

    Dear colton95,
    Thank you for coming back and keeping us updated. I just want to say that your progress is already evident. Each time you post, there is more positivity. That is a step in the right direction…you are doing it!!! Keep doing what you are doing. We are right here cheering you on and ready to listen.
    Sending you love and strength,
    Roxie

  8. Gamato04 Volunteer

    This is a great update. It’s great to hear your thoughts on the new documentary on Netflix – I’ve been meaning to watch it! Everyday you wake up and take a moment for yourself is a day that you are recovering. It might not be an epiphany or a crazy moment of realization but the little victories matter more than the bigger ones at times.

  9. Deanna Volunteer

    Hi there—

    No way! It’s great to see familiar screennames on here. This is a community, post away all you like and you’ll always be greeted with positivity. ?

    Deanna

  10. andyspringer Volunteer

    Colton95,

    check it out mate, there is no such thing as posting too much here! One of the things that I find solace in as a volunteer is hearing updates from our storytellers and watching their progress towards healing. Please, please, please do feel free to post as much here as you feel comfortable!

    Hulu and Netflix are absolute musts. Sometimes it can help to turn the world off and get lost in a good show or movie- I too have seen Our Planet and 115% cried too. Shit was heavy.

    Good luck on the job hunt! Once again, I hope you know that we are all here behind and beside you and we love to hear anything and everything you have to say. Keep on keepin on!

    Always,
    Andy

  11. Megan Volunteer

    Hey colton95,

    You can’t post too much! This site is here for people to share their stories, no matter how many times they post. Whatever you need is okay. These books and shows you’re reading/watching sound interesting. It’s good that you take time for yourself to do things you enjoy. It sounds like you’ve been doing alright lately! That’s awesome!

    We’re always here for you!
    Megan

  12. Julia Mandel Day Captain

    Hi colton95,
    You can never post too much; we are always here to support you as much as you need, whenever you need us. So glad to hear you are doing better! I started to watch Our Planet too this week; I loved the jungle episode with the baby animals so much. Keep on staying strong and please post as often as you need to <3

  13. Brianna W Volunteer Volunteer

    Hey there,

    First of never worry about posting too much, you can post and share with us as much or as little as you want. I’m glad to hear you’re doing better and want to continue to share with us. Know we will always be here for you.

    -Brianna

  14. blashea

    Hi! First of all, never worry about posting too much. We are all here for you and support you and look forward to hearing more about your journey! I am glad to hear that you are doing better! I hope things continue to improve. Please don’t hesitate to let us know if there is anything we can do to help!

  15. Lizzi G Volunteer

    Hi colton95,
    You can post as often as you want, even if it’s not a huge announcement of anything. I really enjoyed this update seeing that you’re finding things to do that you enjoy. I wish you the best on the job search… I personally know how hard it can be sometimes with so many people out there looking for the same job but don’t give up, you’ll find something! I love your positivity… keep it up!

    Much hope,
    Lizzi

  16. Northlane1991 Volunteer

    Hi

    You can never post too much. We”re glad to hear from you. I am so happy that life seems to be settling down a bit for you. I need to check that documentary out sometime heard great things about it. Please feel free to post anytime. We always here for you.

  17. candyappleb Volunteer

    Hi colton95,

    You can never post too much. We’re glad to hear from you! I’m so happy that life seems to be settling down a bit for you. That documentary sounds interesting, I might have to check it out! Thanks for stopping by to share an update with us. Please feel free to post anytime. We’re always here for you. 🙂

    Becca

  18. CarmenR Volunteer

    Hi there,

    You are not posting to much at all! We are here for you, and we thank your for coming back to update us. You are always welcome here, and we are gladthat you are doing better. It sounds like you found some things in your life that are making your days enjoyable and happy. Stay strong, and pleae come here whenever you want to share.

    Carmen

  19. Thomas Volunteer

    Hi colton95,

    You aren’t posting too much. The purpose of A Voice for the Innocent is to be a place where you can post your story and thoughts as much as you want. We are here to help! Thank you for the update. Hopefully you will hear back from a job and I am glad you are finding the book helpful. Climate change does suck and it is always inspiring to see how incredible our world can be. Keep us posted, colton95. We are here for you.

    Thomas

  20. Alyssa Day Captain

    Hi colton95,
    You can never post too much. This site is supposed to help you and if it helps you to post on here whenever you want, you can. I’m happy that our comments helped you. It sounds like you are in a better place from last week. Continue to do things that make you happy. If you need anything just let us know. You can always write back.
    -Alyssa

  21. Jay Volunteer

    I LOVE that show!!! That’s a good way to practice some self care; doing things you love is a way of healing! And, I say post to your hearts content. We are all here to support each other!

  22. Erin O'Callaghan Day Captain

    Not every post needs to be “significant” or a huge trauma reveal. If anything, I think it’s good that you are just updating us on some of the more “mundane”, but healthy, aspects of your life, and I think it’s good to celebrate those little things in life, too. Glad to hear you are doing better. Come back ANY time-we mean it. We will be here.

    Erin