Hey everyone, I want to thank you for hearing me out in regards to my abusive relationship. Unfortunately, I cannot afford therapy at the moment, but I will be spending the Holidays with my friends in Pittsburgh next week.
The “trauma bonding” withdrawal has got to be the worst I’m dealing with, even more so than the rape & molestation combined, and that’s a sad fact. He’s already with someone new, which is typical behavior that I’ve researched from being in a narcisstic relationship. There are so many things I wish I could say to him, but what good would it do? He’d twist things around, blame me, so there’s no use fighting it. I just hope I can eventually find someone to call my own one day, but I’ve got me to take care of.
I hope everyone has a good Holiday season. I love y’all.