A little bit smoother

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You are all do right,

I woke up this morning with my beautiful angel holding me.

She heard me last night having a nightmare, and just held me comforting me, I can’t remember the last time someone held me in their arms comforting and kissing my sadness away.

Then this morning me and her held hands as we took a nice walk in a little wooded area, where I took photos years ago. It’s funny I walked this path by myself for years, and this is the first time I didn’t feel a void within my heart.

She told me she wanted to know my dreams, my fears, and my sadness. And no matter what I say, or has happened she will always be there, her love is unconditional for me.

I feel my, no our love could last forever, if that’s even possible

In a world where I was once so alone, she makes me feel beautiful, and deserving of only the most precious, wonderful love of all.

I feel confident that I could do anything.

Just letting others no, that we may have bad days, the important thing is just remembering the good days, which can be filled with love.

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  1. gordonsv Volunteer

    Wow, this is beautiful! You are proof that things can turn around and become better. I am so happy for you; that you have someone to love and care for you no matter what. Please continue to share your story and the beautiful outcome. Truly inspiring!


  2. Ash Volunteer

    This is amazing I’m so glad that you have found this love. Remembering the good days is really important. I’m glad to hear you are doing well thanks for sharing with us 🙂


  3. enimsaj

    This was beautiful. Thank you for sharing. It is important to take in the good days and remember those moments, it is what can get you through the bad days.

  4. music2799 Day Captain

    Hi focus.1968,
    I am so happy that Crystal is comforting you through the bad days. Thank you for updating and motivating us. We’re glad to hear from you, and we’re happy that you’ve found unconditional love. You deserve it, and you can do anything!

  5. kierstrand

    You’re right-remembering the good days is so important! Thanks for sharing, you are so well written.

  6. blashea Volunteer

    You are so right! It is always important to remember the good days. I am forever grateful and happy that you two have each other. You deserve to feel that kind of love and support. You are capable of accomplishing anything!! Thanks for continuing to keep us a part of your journey!

  7. MinZRivers Volunteer

    William, I think you motivate us more than we motivate you sometime. I will say it again, having Crystal is a blessing! I’m so happy you finally have the love you deserve. Continue to have the outlook you have and be the beautiful soul you are. Much love?-Kia

  8. Gavin Bonar


    Thank you for that reminder. That’s the motivation I needed to get through today :’)

  9. MH Volunteer

    Hello focus.1968,
    Those are great words to share with everyone- no matter how many bad days there are, it is important to remember the good ones and move forward. Thank you for sharing with us!

  10. alexcostello Volunteer

    Hi there focus.1968,
    What an incredibly beautiful message to post, it truly does fill my heart with so much warmth to hear that you’re feeling stronger and happier and that your angel makes you feel this way! Please keep prospering your stories make me so happy to hear
    Warmest regards to you always,

  11. kelly Day Captain

    Hey, focus.1968. Glad you are able to focus on the good parts of life, it can be easy to get caught up in the negative.

  12. Jacqui

    That walk sounds so nice. I am so glad that you both have each other.

  13. Jamie Marie Volunteer

    I’m glad you’re doing well. Though as you said, there are bads days, but never forget and embrace the good days.
    It also helps knowing there’s somebody by our side who can help.
    Keep up the positivity, my friend. You deserve it.

  14. Alyssa Day Captain

    Hi focus.1968,
    I’m so sorry you had a nightmare, but it is great how much Crystal loves you and cares about you. I’m so happy you have someone who loves you. Hearing how she makes you feel is great. You found your true love and that is the best. Continue to be happy with her.

  15. Kailey2298 Volunteer

    Hi focus.1968,
    I’m so glad your feeling good and are happy! I’m so happy you found someone you can share love and happiness with. Thank you for updating us! Even on those bad days you can make it better!

  16. Bluebell13 Volunteer

    Dear focus.1968,
    I am so glad that you are feeling better and that Crystal is there for you. You deserve to be loved and to be happy. There may be rough days, but you have someone to help you through them.
    Sending you love and strength,

  17. CarmenR Volunteer

    It’s so great hearing from you again! I’m so glad you have found someone who is filled with so much love, and gives you so much happiness. You deserve it. Keep being positive!


  18. himynameisamos

    It’s incredible to find love like that, and I’m so glad it happened for you! Having some one that makes you feel known, comforted, is one of the greatest in the world.

  19. Erin O'Callaghan Day Captain

    Thanks for sharing more with us and letting us know. I’m glad Crystal is being so supportive, and that you are feeling so much better.


  20. Turnschaosintoart Day Captain

    Hi focus.1968,
    I am glad to hear that she wants to be there and know whats going on. It really helps when you have someone who is willing to know everything and want to know it all and to be there for you. I am glad you are able to open up amd share those feelings with her. She has brought so much joy to you and I am so glad you have some one you can take walks with and that is by your side. Much love