• It still hurts

    Random flashbacks, vivid dreams, reminders…it still hurts. No, not about the rape/molestation, but the ugly...

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  • Holding on and letting go

    Hey everyone, it’s Jamie. I’ve decided it was best, unfortunately, that me and my ex...

    209 33

  • Heart vs Mind

    As much as I love and miss my ex boyfriend, my rationally kicks in… Who...

    245 34

  • Time of forgiveness?

    I had a dream last night revolving around my ex, the one who raped me…...

    258 31

  • I’m with you

    Earlier today, my neighborhood was swarmed with police cars. It turns out there was a...

    151 22

  • I just want to feel safe

    Who would’ve known the one person who stopped my suicide attempt, is now one of...

    166 21

  • Lost

    Apart from missing my ex boyfriend beyond my imagination, I feel incredibly lost…Maybe it’s due...

    255 31

  • Some days are better than others

    Life with CPTSD is an ongoing battle.  There are days where I feel I’m on...

    259 28

  • Not the only one

    A few days ago, I met up with an old family friend (who also used...

    234 32

  • Who knows

    Hey everyone, it’s Jamie. In the last few days, my ex boyfriend unblocked me on...

    240 35