It’s almost been a year.

In January 2017 I was sexually assaulted. My really good guy friend for the past 5 years was having a hard time at home (parents divorce) and needed a friend. One night he texted asking if I wanted to go shopping with him and maybe get dinner. I said yes. I had my license for a little less than a year and he just got his license at the time. I told him I would just meet him at the shopping center but he was very addimit about picking me up in his new car. As I was responding telling him "no I'll just meet you there" he called and said he was in front of my house to pick me up. So I just went with it and drove with him in his car. We went to one store and then to a burger place to get dinner. I ordered first and after he ordered he said our food was carry out. At this point I was confused why he didn't want to eat there but again I just… Read more  »

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