the night i realized i had no control

It was a typical Friday night for a college student in a tiny town. I was hanging out with a friend and me and him decided to go to the girls basketball game. we stayed for the whole thing, but the whole time we were there, he was very touchy. hugging me and grabbing me to sit next to him on the bleachers. he also kept asking if i was 17 yet. i thought it was a little weird, seeing as he knew i was in a relationship with someone else, but i brushed it off as nothing. well, after the game he, another friend and i went out for a drive. after the drive we got back to campus. around that time i got a call that my boyfriend was being taken to the hospital for possible alcohol poisoning. so of course, i was very worried and very preoccupied with worrying about him. i had already planned on staying the night at the dorms so i stayed still. i agreed to stay with him and watch movies for awhile,… Read more  »

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