If you have heard my story posted on here before then you pretty much know it all. But, in case you don’t, the short version is this: I was abused beginning at age 6 and many times throughout my life until I was 16.
Having went through all of that, I still have a huge problem with always craving sex. Wanting it, feeling like I needed it at times, feeling worthy because of it etc. It’s been a huge issue in my current marriage (because of how experienced I am, him not so much) and has even caused me to step out on my marriage.
So, my question is: does anyone have any answers for why I am…screwed up? Why would an abused person like myself crave sex so much? Not to mention, craving dominant sex? I’ve heard from a counselor’s perspective on the whole craving attention bit, not being confident in myself so I desire sex to cope etc. but I wanted other insight…if anyone has anything. : /
November 2013, I was with a guy and happy. He promised he would never hurt me. One night we were at my house and everything seemed normal until he took advantage of me. After he just acted like things were normal and just left. I tried to commit suicide but my mom found me and… Read more »
I still try and for get what happend, I can’t seem too. I was 6 when a friend of our malested me. I try and for get it but with just remembering it of my of 2013, and going to court it’s kinda hard to. I have good days and I have bad day. My… Read more »
SO I think some days are better than others. Most days, I am pretty positive, definitely bubbly, and super self motivated. Every once in a while, I have a really bad day. I think because I don’t have “bad days” very often, it seems to escalated to 10,000 in 5 minutes. This little fit seems… Read more »
I’m not a writer so please forgive me. When I was three years old my brother told my parents that my grandfather molested my older sister. My sister was seven my brother was four. Apparently this had been happening to my sister for years. I never knew it happened to me too I was too… Read more »
I’ve shared my story on here before, so I’m not sure if I should be writing here again. I don’t want to take away from anyone who is new to this wonderful site. It’s just that sometimes I need to get some things out. And so here it is: I’m hurting. Jogging, a newfound and… Read more »
Today, i chose to break the silence via Facebook page bio for my disc jockey page. since was orphan child i’ve always dreamt of djing like the pros on late night radio stations on the weekend. i am passionate about music, and the way it breaks barriers that are suppose to segregate us like languages,… Read more »
About three years ago, I revealed something I had thought was in a deep, deep corner of my brain, never to be verbalized. After ending a five year relationship and living the new-to-me single life for a year, I met someone incredible and that man is now my husband. After only a few months of… Read more »
Growing up as a child it was not very hard to see that I was not a normal “girl”. I can remember my earliest memories starting at around three being my mother yelling at me for trying to pee standing up. As I started school I quickly came to terms with the fact that I… Read more »